Made during FORM's All Nighter 9, between the 10th and 11th of August 2024.

If you enjoyed this track, you'll enjoy the song I made for All Nighter 10, "jork": https://soundcloud.com/exurd/anvx

Bounce date: 11/08/2024, 14:27 BST

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the missed shots i'll never take

Part 2 of "soulace / spacesoar"
https://soundcloud.com/exurd/soulace

spacesoar

Part 1 of "soulace / spacesoar"
https://soundcloud.com/exurd/spacesoar

soulace

no resolution

Made during FORM's All Nighter 10 (ANVX), between the 16th and 17th of August 2025. Lyrics below. Free lossless download above!

If you enjoyed this track, you'll enjoy the song I made for the previous All Nighter, "the missed shots i'll never take": https://soundcloud.com/exurd/anv9

Bounce date: 17/08/2025, 01:33 BST

Lyrics:

in the distance
find your colors
where there’s nothing
be the difference
take a highlight
on the high ground
in the distance
i am straight up jorking it

with no distance
what’s the difference
when there’s nothing
all lost in systems
throw your morals
off the high ground
in the distance
i am straight up jorking it

i am straight up jorking it

mama, can i stay up for one more night?
i just wanna see the lights
everyone’s so shining bright
i don’t want to lose that high
i don’t want to jork all night
i want to be

i want to be

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jork

soapbubbles

One of two songs I had to create for a university assignment, April 2025.
https://soundcloud.com/exurd/see-me

mindbreak

One of two songs I had to create for a university assignment, April 2025.
https://soundcloud.com/exurd/mindbreak

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hello

don't you see me?
don't you hear me?
i am in your spectrograms

so do not fear, for i am with you
do not be dismayed, for i am your god
i will strengthen you and help you
i will uphold you with my righteous right hand

see me

i'm melting. oh, what a world... ‧⁺˚*･༓💖

brie debris

frequently asked questions:
q: is this an internet checkpoint?
a: if it is, then this is an internet checkpoint. if not, then this is *not* an internet checkpoint.

hope this answered any questions

sanctuary

"A song about... well... uh- I don't really know *WHO*, that's for sure. But it's *pretty* catchy! Ha-haa... (𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘮𝘦!)"

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEBuxNyfotI

Lyrics:
i’m trying to send a message here
but i don’t know what to say
(all my thoughts just decay)

i bring you all my hate
you take that all away
give me love and that’s okay, but-

why do i like your torture
if you can know it’s torture
why do i need your torture
when you know that it’s tortu-
(uh oh!)

you like me all around
while my bitter peel sounds
pitter patter on the ground
no more silence, just a crowd

don’t wanna see your face
i just wanna live away
though i might just decay
without your guidance in my way, i-

why do i like your torture
if you can know it’s torture
why do i need your torture
when you know that it’s torture

torture

YouTube MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJ7p1xSlOJs
Flash Animation: https://exurd.neocities.org/f/blackbox/

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Lyrics:
what’s it that makes you you?
i feel so useless without your engine
the powerhouse of my tools
but a contraception to all of my creations, oh

what can i even do?
when you lose the charm that made you bloom
the feeling when i used to know
i loved you so all those years ago
around in 2000 or someth—

i can’t hear the ideas
in your black box
in, out, in, out, in, out, in
i don’t know how you are
in your black box
in, out, in, out, ‘till we talk things out

why would you throw it all away?
the things we had were charming
the lights out there were blinding
so i would’ve stayed in

you packed up all my feelings
and shoved them in the ocean
the common misconception
that you chose to care
even if my money was right there in the air

at this point?
i think you hate me

i can’t hear the ideas
in your black box
in, out, in—in, out, in—in, out—out, i—i—i—i—
i don’t know how you are
in your black box
in, out, in, out, ‘till we talk things out

i won’t know who you are
in your sad world
in, out, in, out, in—in—out—out—in—in—out
will i find my love
in a cardboard box?
out, in, out, in, ‘till i puke my brain out

(おやすみ) x ∞

(can i whisper you something?)
(i loved you)
(goodbye my good friend)

おやすみ

(i will never let you go, that’s a promise)

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This work uses "scotty" by @pilotredsun, which is licensed under Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 4.0 International.

As such, this work is also licensed under CC BY-NC-SA 4.0.

BLACK BOX

YT Link: https://youtu.be/dCa9qMBjkdg

Found out about Vocagathering 2026 from @deadspacecadets YT post (Yes I made this in 5 hours lol)

It may not be my proudest work, but it sure is the quickest I've created *and* uploaded music-wise. Now go listen to something better I made, like "BLACK BOX" or something idk

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Lyrics:
"teto! another keg please"
i can do anything, i can do anything
"teto! another keg please"
la la la la la la la
"teto! another keg please"
i'm feeling dizzy, don't you see?
"teto! another keg please"
i feel the bones inside me crunch

i'm being followed by a crowd
i'm being followed, i'll take them out
with my gun

Uploading tunes I made here. Been working on some of these for a *lot* longer than they deserve... But hey! That's life.

For *almost* every track here that SC say are "licensed under a Creative Commons license": they are licensed under the "Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial 4.0 International" license (CC BY-NC 4.0), not 3.0.

exurd

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