for the hiding spot no one found
for margins full of notes
for the outfit no one complimented
for 'I'll remember this'
for the thing you grew into
for the deep breath before you start
for the profile you curated
for the coin in the fountain
for hospital waiting rooms
for the lesson you had to learn twice
for the painting you stared at too long
for the silence after the music stops
for the contradiction you are
for people you miss
for the poem you forgot
for wishlists that became plans
for Post-it notes
for the first warm day
for the sunrise you almost missed
for not letting it go yet
for Sunday evenings
for blindsight
for the procrastination
for the receipt from that night
for the last day
for scribblers
for the last word
for the heat wave
for the draft on your phone
for dreamers
for reminders you ignored
for the notification you ignored
for the bookmark folder called 'read later'
for the long weekend
for the attic
for middle children especially
for food you pretend to like
for print
for former bloggers
for the failure
for winter silence
for the poem you didn't know was a poem
for the argument for both
for the comment you almost left
for the film you watched alone
for staying down a little longer
for doing nothing
for the answer you're afraid to hear
for the missed deadline
for the footnotes
for the bird at 5am
for tomorrow
for people who talk to their plants
for the playlist that replaced the mix CD
for this
for finally writing it down
for the job you got fired from
for the nod
for the last date
for notes-to-self
for people who miss blogspot
for recurring dreams
for the thing you're writing right now
for the things you can't undo
for the app you redownloaded
for the voice you're forgetting
for the thing you actually did
for the poem you memorized
for the epiphany on the subway
for the book you never finished reading
for page one
for the language you're forgetting
for the lump in your throat
for the quiet failure
for the long way around
for people who say 'I'll just jot this down' and write three pages
for the cold plunge
for the sound of a pen on paper
for the leap
for typos you left on purpose
for actual armchair owners
for the Oxford comma debate
for the fort made of couch cushions
for the draft in your notes app at 3am
for the beginning
for the day nothing happened
for the grey area
for the mid-life crisis
for the thing you googled at 3am
for vows
for the clothes you keep anyway
for the almost-right word
for the calculated risk
for the goodbye you didn't get
for the dream you can't forget
for bold text
for the lunch table
for version zero
for the tab you've had open for weeks
for the dandelion in the crack
for stillness
for the film you've seen twelve times
for people who write letters they'll never send and feel better anyway
for notebooks you never finished
for rainy days
for the bed you can't sleep in
for the voicemail you saved for years
for third thoughts
for FIXME comments
for the thing you found
for version one
for the argument you lost in real life
for people who think faster than they type
for the routine you can't live without
for the thing you wish you hadn't said
for the mix CD
for the door you left unlocked
for the city you moved to
for the afternoon without plans
for the small talk that became deep talk
for the book with the folded corner
for never-lovers
for the person you're becoming
for the bug you can't reproduce
for whispering in lowercase
for holding on a little longer
for the unsubscribe
for people who journal but won't call it that
for the caffeinated
for the pause
for apology-drafters
for complaints never filed
for the fish tank
for letter-writers
for anxiety
for the person you were
for the lesson you still haven't learned
for people who write in pen
for the first day at the new place
for the map you needed
for cloudless skies
for the phrase your grandmother used
for the knock on wood
for joy
for the relief
for the thaw
for the laugh that comes from nowhere
for the meaning of the dream
for the connecting flight
for the dream that felt real
forever