我是 wenyang,一名 90 后,尚未年少有为,一心渴望成为漂泊世界的 IT 数字游民。
经历过北漂的凛冽烟火,也感受过南宁的温润晚风。从北到南,城市变了,身边人来了又去,唯独手中的技术,始终是我最稳的靠山、最可紧握的底气。《当幸福来敲门》里那句“如果你有梦想,就去捍卫它”,是我一路走来的信条。
从大学时初学路由交换,扎进云计算浪潮摸索,再到云原生赛道上慢慢深耕,九年时光,一步一步踩坑、复盘、向前。技术的海洋看似无边际,但怀着这份执念,便不怕迷路——所谓的坦途,本就是自己用脚印走出来的。
不知是否年纪渐长,近来总爱回忆小时候的事。或许是因为,如今正不知不觉远离着那时的初心?
还记得童年时爱鼓捣电器,蹲在邻居院儿里修电视、调卫星锅,手指沾灰、额头冒汗,直到听见电视传出声音、搜出满屏频道,那股从心底涌上的欢喜,至今想起仍觉得生动有趣。那时不懂什么是技术,只觉得把“坏东西”修好特有成就感。这懵懂的快乐,也成为我心底最珍贵的技术火种。也曾为解一道数学题熬夜流汗,非要找到答案不可。成长后才明白,世间并非所有问题都有解法。
“希望是好事,也许是人间至善。”《肖申克的救赎》中这句话我一直记得。失去希望的人如同困于牢笼,不断追问“人生有何意义”。无论未来遇到什么,保留一份希望,便是对自己的救赎。
这些年来,每遇瓶颈或碰壁时,便会想起一句话:“你的存在本身,早已比所有路过的风景更值得停留。” 细想之下,确是如此。那份儿时不慌不忙修好物件的初心,才是最应驻留的风景。从那个帮邻居修东西的小屁孩,到如今在社会主义事业里奋斗的从业者,技术之路在变迁,而心底的星光,始终是来时模样。
岁月漂泊,技术为舟,愿那枚童年的火种,永远在代码与云海之间,安静地亮着。
🇺🇸 English Version
I am Wenyang, a post-90s who has yet to achieve early success, aspiring to become an IT digital nomad wandering the world.Having experienced the biting chill of Beijing's hustle and the gentle night breeze of Nanning, I've drifted from north to south. The cities have changed, people have come and gone, but the technology in my hands has remained my steadiest support and the only certainty I can firmly grasp. The line from The Pursuit of Happyness — “If you have a dream, you gotta protect it.” — has been my creed along the way.
From first learning about routing and switching in university, to diving into the wave of cloud computing, and then gradually delving deeper into the cloud-native track, nine years have passed step by step, through trials, retrospect, and moving forward. The ocean of technology seems boundless, but holding onto this conviction, I fear no loss of direction — for the so-called smooth path is, in essence, paved by one's own footsteps.
Perhaps it's age, but lately I find myself often reminiscing about childhood. Maybe it's because I'm unconsciously drifting away from that initial aspiration?
I still remember my childhood fascination with tinkering with electronics, squatting in the neighbor's yard fixing TVs and adjusting satellite dishes, fingers dusty, forehead sweaty, until the sound from the TV or a screen full of channels brought a surge of joy from the depths of my heart. Thinking of it now still feels vividly delightful. Back then, I didn't understand what technology was; I just found immense satisfaction in fixing "broken things." This naive happiness became the most precious spark of technology buried in my heart. I also remember staying up late sweating over unsolvable math problems, determined to find the answer. Growing up, I realized that not every problem in this world has a solution.
"Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things." I've always remembered this line from The Shawshank Redemption. Those who lose hope are like trapped in a cage, perpetually questioning "the meaning of life." No matter what unforeseen things the future holds, retaining a sliver of hope is, I believe, a redemption for oneself.
Over the years, whenever hitting a bottleneck or a wall, I recall a saying: "Your own existence is far more worthy of staying than all the scenery you pass by." Upon reflection, it truly is. That original passion from childhood, of unhurriedly fixing things, is the most deserving landscape to reside in. From the kid helping neighbors fix things to the practitioner striving in the cause of socialism today, the path of technology changes, but the starlight in my heart remains as it was at the beginning.
Time drifts, technology is the boat. May that childhood spark forever burn quietly between the lines of code and the seas of cloud.
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